So a few weeks ago I went in for a consultation to get my wisdom teeth out. I have one that is really bothering me and they of course say it's better to get them all pulled at once. Which I tend to agree with.. since I don't want to go through it twice..lol! After the consultation I found out though that it was going to cost, out of pocket, about $500! So that got put on the back burner...lol! I wish we still had Blue Cross Blue Shield NC. The one we have now is kinda sucky. So I guess I will be waiting until tax return time to get them done...something to look forward to, right? LOL! not!

Today we have lost to Hollywood legends.....Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson. Farrah was just 62 and Michael only 50. I am still in shock and am so sad. These two people were icons and to lose them in the same day is just shocking.....I have no other words....They will be greatly missed. Their families will be in my thoughts and prayers....

OK..if you haven't noticed...I'm kinda in a funk..lol! All I want to do is sleep and eat. I can't eat that much either cause I'm on a diet and am taking my fat burners. So...that leaves sleep, which I do really, really well..I could win awards if there was a competition...lol! That's really sad, I know. Oh well. I don't care. I think one thing contributing to my funk is the lack of sunshine.. Today has been nice, but earlier this week it was rainy and dreary almost every day. I need sun! I need sun or I get in a funk...So tomorrow...Please, please, please let the sun shine!!!!!!!! Fingers crossed!

I was up pretty late last night. The hubby was gone all night to his brother's house playing video games. So the kids went to bed and it was just me...and it was quiet. Too quiet almost. I was a little bothered by all the noises that I heard outside. I swear there were things messing around on my porch. It made me want to run out and get a wireless alarm system for the house...lol! Yes, I am a chicken when it comes to that stuff...lol! It made me want to go lock myself in the bedroom and call 911...ok maybe not that bad...but it definitely got my imagination going! I have a very active imagination....lol! My hubby is home now though, so I'm all better...thank goodness...He can protect from bumps in the night..lol!

I've been talking about my lack of energy and I know one of my problems...lol! It's that stupid Farm Town game on Facebook. I am so addicted to that game. Right now I'm a level 28 out of 34 levels. I'm close to the end. I can't wait to get to the top level. I know I spend way to much time playing it, but I can't help it! Grrr....It's sucking the energy out of me I think....A friend of mine and I joke that we need a 12 step program to get off the farm crack...lol! Sadly I think we just might. Like right now...all I want to do is go check on my farm...and I probably will.....LOL!

Well I started taking Alli about a few weeks or maybe a month ago now... It's going pretty good...Lost a few pounds so far. The last few days I've been thinking that I should of choose something with a little bit of an energy booster in it though...lol! I have been really tired lately. Really tired! I might look into some other things a little later, maybe something with ephedra
in it. I don't know. I need a pick me up I know that, cause I am seriously slacking..lol!

Boy oh boy is the money situation around her pretty sad. I'm thinking that I might have to go look for a job. I'm not sure it would really be worth it, being that I would also have to pay for daycare...I don' t know..I just feel like were sinking....slowly, slowly sinking...lol! Like quicksand almost. Ugh!!!!

There are not any jobs in this town, unless you want to work at the local fast food restaurants..which I'm not that desperate yet...lol! If I didn't mind taking care of people I could get one of the various health care jobs at the hospital. I would need to go through some classes and get a certification before I could do that though...which takes a little bit longer than I want.

I don't know....I love working at home too much....I guess I need to start looking for some more online jobs or something. Guess I'll put that at the top of my list for tomorrow...lol! I think I need a nap...

Today has been a blah day. I haven't gotten anything worth mentioning done. I got up late, played on the computer, took a nap, and here I sit. How sad is that? Pretty sad, I think...lol! I need to start drinking some energy drinks or something...I don't know.. I need a quick energy boost..I know that..lol! What do you do when you feel blah and need some energy?

I watched a show the other day on the rehabilitation of a really hard drug user. Wow! I cannot believe all the stuff he went through just to get his fix. It showed a little bit of his life before entering the drug rehab. I can't fathom being that addicted to something that I would steal, lie, cheat the people that I love, but he did. It was just a really sad situation. In the end he ended up having to go through rehab 3 times to get clean. That is so sad. The guy had 3 kids too. I feel so sorry for those kids. If you think you or someone you know has a drug problem you need to get help right away. Taking a look at this drug abuse information would be a great first step. Please!

Anyone else addicted to the ABC soap operas? All My Children, One Life to Live, and General Hospital. I must watch them every day or else....lol! Right now there is a good baby switch story going on, on OLTL. It is going to end today though I think. I can't wait!

I know the soap watching doesn't help with getting my work done...lol! I can't help it though. I love them. I always wanted to go to one of those meet and greets with the soap stars..that would be neat.

It's funny because the soap operas are kind of like stepping stone for actors. You start out in commercials and then a lot of actors go to the soaps. If you watch you can still see some of the actors in commercials. I just the other day saw an ad that was for a treatment for acne and it had Annie off of All My Children. Thought that was funny.

In 40 minutes the soap operas start...so I guess I should probably go get some stuff done...like housework..yuck! lol!

I have come to the conclusion that working in the living room is not working. I can't concentrate! I think I need to start working on finding a space for me to work that is not in the center of the house. Somewhere quiet(yeah right!) and away from the kids(double yeah right!) Ugh! I might try to find some room in my bedroom, but am not going to hold my breath, it's a tiny room. I just need a little room and a little bit of quiet....Please!!!!!

I want my bathroom done!!!! Yes I'm whining and crying...lol! I am so sick of my bathroom I could puke. Literally. I want my new bathroom floor, tub, vanity, Kohler faucets, and shelves..I want it all, and I'm tired of waiting!! I swear if the bathroom remodel is not started in another month or so I'm gonna start calling people myself and not wait for the hubby to do it. Grrrr.......can you sense my frustration with the whole thing? Ugh!!!

Boredom....that's what I'm going through right now. I am bored outta my mind. The dh and kids are outside, they went on a bike ride/walk. I should of went...it would of been good exercise and it would of gotten me out of the house for a little while. Instead I am sitting here reading random stuff on the Internet...like celebrity gossip, stuff on rats, Colonix reviews, and various other things...lol! I also am watching the show on the Half Ton Teenager on TLC.. Wow..is all I have to say on that. Scary and sad. Makes me really wish I had went on that walk...lol!

I know some of you will say...ewwww rats!...but I think they are cute! We got these little buggers on Sunday and so far everyone loves them....especially the dog. Patches is totally and completely obsessed with them...all she does is stand at the side of their cage and stare at them. Hopefully she gets over it soon...lol! So everyone say hello to Kirk, Spock, and McCoy.......